Tuesday, October 21, 2008
I've exposed myself a lot. to the point of non reaction. gratefully.
drawing my friends gives me a reason to reconnect
maybe that is the deeper meaning. at least half of it.
when I just can't get it right with drawing, I feel like a frustrated third grader who simply cannot figure out the correct answer to a multiplication table.
but instead of a wrong answer, I just end up with a distorted perspective. then I end up liking what I just criticized. now I'm questioning the whole idea of perfection and correction.
she opened my mind this afternoon.
I want to get deeper, to somewhere.
and it can't be forced out with a hand down my throat
it's going to take a while